Lesser Lights

lesserlights011610Lesser lights are laid out like luminaries
on the way along a road that’s paved
What’s it’s like to face all these two-bit trials, Lord
I can’t say if my bright ideas flicker and fade
when they’re put on the page
Lesser lights are always a rage
I won’t be ashamed

Lesser lights will play out like loud celebrities
on stage in a forgotten age
Whether the world will stay in its orbit or it
withers away with a bang one day
could be fodder for a gossiping
writer’s scathing exposé
Lesser lights shine on all the same
in the darkest days

Lesser lights on a hill
a city in vain
Lesser lights in a pill
dissolving away
Take one for the pain

Lesser lights have made up all my songs
an immortal mistake while I was barely awake
Time has a scythe that takes out
my billy club and siren shake
with a spear that’s a fake
I could die and rise up again
with an adroit plié
Lesser lights are a rousing refrain
of legerdemain

Lesser lights are swill
a drunkard’s stain
Lesser lights can kill
and they can stay the killing for days
We’ll all burn away

01 Lesser Lights (demo)

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A Song A Month

songamonthHere on the Subanimal Sounds blog you will witness the brave and limitless wrestling match with the abyss, as two songwriters bash it out each month, stabbing vainly in the dark, trying to write songs. Catbirdman is one player; Mr. Crozier is another. The challenge has gone out: to write one song each month. For January, there are no rules. Just write it and let it stand. Prove you can do it. By the end of the month there will be audial proof, and it will show up here on this blog. Catbirdman has a head start; the January song is written already. It’s called “Lesser Lights.” Soon I will post the lyrics, and in the meantime I call to Mr. Crozier: leave the Bank behind, just for a moment; follow the real reason you get up and get out — write that song.

Watch this space.

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Dream Lives of Ordinary People

DreamlivesOn this Tuesday night, on the back of my weekly call with the Catbirds’ business manager, I’m pondering the overlap between business and dreams. “If you build it they will come” isn’t always a sound marketing strategy, but it’s the only one worth leaning on when you’re laying the foundation. This track by Voxtrot looks at “the queer life” versus “the real life;” the former a foray into fancy and unbridled wandering, and the latter a grounded, legitimized, and accepted facade. The queer life looms behind the real life, like the subconscious, in its immeasurable way, driving the world of the conscious. What we are is what we know and what we can see. But what drives us is what we want to be.

I’m in the process of releasing music into the world. If the Census Bureau came knocking at my door, I would be classified as an ordinary person. But in my queer life, I’m extraordinary. The music that I’ve found is certainly queer, and it too is extraordinary, in ways that are beyond my real life. For sure.

How tied we are to the real life, to the three-dimensional walls that surround us in the waking world. Think of when you’re half asleep, dreaming and darting from scene to scene, and the possibilities that are before you. Think of the real human emotions and spiritual places you go to. Think of the creativity in that hypnogogic state. Imagine if you could start there, and build a bridge into the “real life” world.

I am currently staring into obscurity, with thirty-odd years of lethargy anchoring me to a real life that oppresses me with its dullness and limited scope. I have created this world, acting as a willing accomplice to the law of entropy. There is another world, where programming bugs, expiring domains, flagging inspiration, otherwise-engaged friends, distractions, and pitfalls are all superseded by vision. This vision – it doesn’t ever intersect fully with the real life, but it draws the real life toward it. It drags it further along. It’s a dream, and it’s the only sound basis for making your way in the real life. You can’t wait for it. You have to walk toward it, never reaching it, but moving.

Voxtrot: The Dream Lives Of Ordinary People

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New Catbirds EP


In The Wake EP

My first EP is now available for purchase. Below is a free sample. Hope you enjoy it!

The Catbirds: In The Wake

Baby Teeth

abrahamI’ve been sitting on an interview with Baby Teeth from August 6 of this past summer. Eventually I’ll post it here on Subanimal Sounds. Baby Teeth are an earnest but scary group of guys from Chicago, and when you get to know them they’re not so scary. Abraham Levitan is the leader, a cool-mannered, if gawky, outsider with a self-proclaimed history of obsession, if you can believe his lyrics. He started with the great girl groups of the 1960s, and found inspiration in various pockets of showbiz from there on. Abraham always has a half-smile bordering on a full-on guffaw. He means it, and isn’t bothered with the window dressing. Pitchfork reviewed Baby Teeth’s 2009 album, Hustle Beach, and in so doing quickly devolved into label-mongering and contemplating the meaning of the term “guilty pleasure.” What’s guilty about a pleasure? You either like it or you don’t. I do. Abraham sings it. I believe it.

Watch this space for the interview, to be posted sometime between now and 2020.

Baby Teeth: Shrine
Baby Teeth: Snake Eyes

Baltimore Loves You

34th stOnce or twice a week, I pass through the “Miracle on 34th Street” – the boundless bombast of garish lights that floods the one block between my house and my favorite watering hole, Rocket to Venus. They sell hot sausages there, three for $5. There are Christmas trees made of hubcaps, and one made of old vinyl records. there’s a Natty Boh logo in lights. There are gawkers galore. Tonight we wish you “Season’s Greetings” from Baltimore, USA, with hopes of more substantial tidings to come. To usher in these greetings, we have a stellar track from Baltimore’s finest, Beach House, and one from Baltimore’s most obscure group, the Catbirds.

Beach House: Walk In The Park
The Catbirds: Eyes in the dark

Feelin’

Feelin12082009Woke up with a feelin’ last Tuesday, and there I was lyin’ on the floor. Bears in hibernation, cats on the prowl, moles scurrying for their lives… the whole scene opened up before my eyes. I wrote it down. It became “Kitty’s First Words, Part 2.” I wrote a rock opera, basically.

But I am not yet in stride with this blog. It needs a kick start. I lost it a while back, the momentum. What can I write that others will even care to read? Well, for a start I can remind everyone of what I (and you certainly) have learned in this life: it does no good to dwell on such questions.

Lee Mavers and the La’s give this blog another kick start with “Feelin’” from a 1990 BBC session. A short testimony of terrified, elated inspiration. From Lee to you.

The La’s: Feelin’ (1990 BBC Radio session)

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