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Catbirds Album Available Soon

My group, aptly named the Catbirds (I am, after all, Catbirdman), has a new album coming out very soon. It should be available on my band site within the next few weeks, and physical copies will be in my hands in the next few days. This album, Subanimal Sounds, is the cumulative result of 20 years of backlogs, logjams, listlessness, and unfinished lists. One item on the list has now been checked off, thank God.

The above artwork, fashioned in a dark and woolly place by the great Kurt Lightner, fits the songs perfectly. My music draws from blurry impressions of sources, from half-remembered 70s TV soundtracks and devoured mice left on the doormat, to Beach Boys in the background of the sub shop that my Dad took me to on Saturday mornings, to the haze of self-awakening and the obscure forms that accompanied 90s shoegaze, to the singalongs for one that whirl through my head as an adult, singing to my cat like a fool.

Ah yes, the cat. I have driven away more than one woman when the revelation was made: I write songs about my cat. More accurately, my cat shows up in songs that are more deeply focused on other things: mainly the good old human condition. Why animals speak, how animals speak, if they speak at all, and what it might signify. The animal will. The decomposing guts and bones of a fresh kill. I do not apologize about writing songs about my cat. Her name is Addie, by the way.

If you’re looking for RIYL types of comparisons, well, the easiest frame of reference is Belle And Sebastian. I don’t usually explore the soft pink underbelly of soft rock as purely as they have, but I have been known to adopt the type of “hard melody” usually credited to the Beatles and onwards, appropriating it into a more wistful and stark setting There’s a similar humor in my songs, and this, too, has driven away many women in my life. I do not apologize for my humor. Here’s a song that in my mind illustrates the Belle And Sebastian connection:

The Catbirds: Looking Alive

The Beach Boys are the other easy reference point, and the modular wackiness of When you had babies is an example of that; it was in my mind coming from the Smiley Smile fantasy world of little pads and gentle jungles:

The Catbirds: When you had babies

My songs get dark. I often visit not just the cat, but the prey. I try to find out what happened to the prey, where it went. Every now and then I find myself in the loneliest place imaginable. I’ve written about that, and it is on this album. Sometimes it’s raw (“Wild Cat of Borneo”), sometimes it’s calloused (“Eyes in the dark”), and sometimes it’s a sadness bordering on elation (“The Eternal Meow”). Sometimes it’s naff (the various “chants” and interludes on the album), but don’t tell me that to my face.

The Catbirds will be playing a show to promote this CD, Thursday, March 4 at the Hideout in Chicago. We’re honored to support Baby Teeth and their fabulous brand of spastic stomp and bad-ass kitsch. The Catbirds feature members of the Chicago group Detholz!, and while we can’t promise the same amount of glorious spectacle (I can only dream…), we do hope that at least some of you will respond by throwing underwear onto the stage. It’s a natural response, after all, to psycho-cerebral musings on the existence of the Soul and the various levels of animal life, as told through cute little songs I sing to my kitty cat.

So please, come one, come all to the Hideout on March 4. There will be Baby Teeth merch for sale, and there will be Subanimal Sounds. If you like the samples in this post, we hope you will come out for the live offering and/or check the Catbirds’ website for streaming music, an EP for sale, and the album, which will be available there by mid-March. And even if you can’t stomach songs about a cat, well, just come around to see the Detholz! lads and to get blown away by Baby Teeth. See you then!

Catbirds band site: http://catbirdman.com/
Hideout main site: http://www.hideoutchicago.com/
Baby Teeth band site: http://www.lujorecords.com/artist.php?artistid=39
Baby Teeth MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/babyteethmusic
Detholz! band site: http://www.detholz.com/
Detholz! blog: http://detholz.wordpress.com/
Detholz! MySpace:  http://www.myspace.com/thedetholz
Facebook event page:  http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=289529616916&ref=mf

The Beyer/Crozier 2010 Demos – January

This year we’ll chronicle the efforts of two young/old Mid-Atlantic musicians as they stave off complacency amidst overloaded milieu, facing bravely the post-post-post rock of a new decade, eschewing nostalgia, yet exploiting it, searching for that personal connection, posing where necessary, and being true to their school. Dave Crozier is one entrant, he from New Jersey, raised on punk, living and dying by the Guitar, buying a house and becoming domestic. Your esteemed blogger, the unreformed bachelor, fighting to keep a chunk of meat in the fridge, cleaning the house now and then, your own Catbirdman, in other words me – I am the other entrant. Together, Mr. Crozier and I will write 12 songs – one a month – and demo them, and share them with the wide world web here on Subanimal Sounds.

January is already in the books, and were it not for my lackadaisical bachelor ways, the songs would have been posted weeks ago. But I had a Natty Boh or three to drink, and a friend or two to see, and I had to sleep as well, and, well, let’s just be grateful they’re here at last. So without further ado, here are the January songs…

Dave Crozier starts off with a greeting to a former, or would-be lover, a fanciful desert mirage named Vera. He chose to play to his strength: taking on a dubious narrator’s voice, telling deluded tales of skewed romance. The narrator is never to be trusted in a Crozier song, and often times the narrative is told second hand, or seen from a distorted reflection. In this case, our protagonist reveals how often he has listened to a cassette recording made by the titular Vera, wearing it out as he wore out his heart. “You can’t put the contents of your life on a cassette,” the narrator moans, yet he must believe you can, or at least he searched over and over for the bottom line as he oxidized that C-90 that Vera gave him years back. Out of necessity, the singer writes in the present, but what ends up in the forefront are the contents of what has been lost over the course of many years. Loss is key to this song, I think. The singer saw a different future, which became the lost past, yet he won’t let go. A nice start for Mr. Crozier, a misty snapshot, a sketch of lost connections. Can’t wait to see what February holds.

Dave Crozier: Hello Vera

Mr. Catbirdman’s January song is called “Lesser Lights – see the lyrics here. In a nutshell the song is about what lasts and what doesn’t last, and what doesn’t last outlasts that which does. These efforts we make, the flashes and sparks, the rises and falls of celebrities, some known the world over (for now), some worshipped in nooks, unseen by others, and all of us trying to be heroic and bright. Me, I write songs. But who cares? Who will care a hundred years from now? No matter, it doesn’t stop me from writing. Nor should it.

The Catbirds: Lesser Lights

Be More

Hampden24A quick, unfocused post tonight.

I had a conversation about our true selves,
the aspirations of artists and money-makers,
the children in our schools,
and the dead among us.

I met some early thirty-somethings,
artists, teachers, listeners —
Jamie, Jason, Bryson (known as Bill),
this post is for you.

It takes three decades to learn about your choices,
where they put you,
how that works.
100 years ago kids went to work at fifteen,
fixing on careers years earlier,
staring at their lot in life.

We of the Technological Age,
wondering in the wanderlust of block parties and book clubs,
floundering but funny,
well-fueled:
Empty, aren’t we?

Not really, no.
The dead still inspire the living.
Even my late friend,
even Christopher Tucker,
dead before 40,
never made it big,
even he speaks and points the way.

After the Industrial Revolution we trained children to work in factories.
That infrastructure is now dead,
but it’s still what we teach.
Some people have a genius for making money.
Some people write it all down.

I just wander and watch.

As I said, this is quick and unfocused.
I just wanted to document some of the themes that ran through my evening here in Baltimore, where I met some local musicians, remembered the dead (find rest, Gram Parsons), and pondered vocations and the inherent political baggage that each one brings.

Not that it pertains to anything in particular, but I will leave you with two songs by Baltimore artists that came up in conversation.

Arbouretum: Thin Dominion
Beach House: Take Care

Lesser Lights

lesserlights011610Lesser lights are laid out like luminaries
on the way along a road that’s paved
What’s it’s like to face all these two-bit trials, Lord
I can’t say if my bright ideas flicker and fade
when they’re put on the page
Lesser lights are always a rage
I won’t be ashamed

Lesser lights will play out like loud celebrities
on stage in a forgotten age
Whether the world will stay in its orbit or it
withers away with a bang one day
could be fodder for a gossiping
writer’s scathing exposé
Lesser lights shine on all the same
in the darkest days

Lesser lights on a hill
a city in vain
Lesser lights in a pill
dissolving away
Take one for the pain

Lesser lights have made up all my songs
an immortal mistake while I was barely awake
Time has a scythe that takes out
my billy club and siren shake
with a spear that’s a fake
I could die and rise up again
with an adroit plié
Lesser lights are a rousing refrain
of legerdemain

Lesser lights are swill
a drunkard’s stain
Lesser lights can kill
and they can stay the killing for days
We’ll all burn away

01 Lesser Lights (demo)

A Song A Month

songamonthHere on the Subanimal Sounds blog you will witness the brave and limitless wrestling match with the abyss, as two songwriters bash it out each month, stabbing vainly in the dark, trying to write songs. Catbirdman is one player; Mr. Crozier is another. The challenge has gone out: to write one song each month. For January, there are no rules. Just write it and let it stand. Prove you can do it. By the end of the month there will be audial proof, and it will show up here on this blog. Catbirdman has a head start; the January song is written already. It’s called “Lesser Lights.” Soon I will post the lyrics, and in the meantime I call to Mr. Crozier: leave the Bank behind, just for a moment; follow the real reason you get up and get out — write that song.

Watch this space.

Dream Lives of Ordinary People

DreamlivesOn this Tuesday night, on the back of my weekly call with the Catbirds’ business manager, I’m pondering the overlap between business and dreams. “If you build it they will come” isn’t always a sound marketing strategy, but it’s the only one worth leaning on when you’re laying the foundation. This track by Voxtrot looks at “the queer life” versus “the real life;” the former a foray into fancy and unbridled wandering, and the latter a grounded, legitimized, and accepted facade. The queer life looms behind the real life, like the subconscious, in its immeasurable way, driving the world of the conscious. What we are is what we know and what we can see. But what drives us is what we want to be.

I’m in the process of releasing music into the world. If the Census Bureau came knocking at my door, I would be classified as an ordinary person. But in my queer life, I’m extraordinary. The music that I’ve found is certainly queer, and it too is extraordinary, in ways that are beyond my real life. For sure.

How tied we are to the real life, to the three-dimensional walls that surround us in the waking world. Think of when you’re half asleep, dreaming and darting from scene to scene, and the possibilities that are before you. Think of the real human emotions and spiritual places you go to. Think of the creativity in that hypnogogic state. Imagine if you could start there, and build a bridge into the “real life” world.

I am currently staring into obscurity, with thirty-odd years of lethargy anchoring me to a real life that oppresses me with its dullness and limited scope. I have created this world, acting as a willing accomplice to the law of entropy. There is another world, where programming bugs, expiring domains, flagging inspiration, otherwise-engaged friends, distractions, and pitfalls are all superseded by vision. This vision – it doesn’t ever intersect fully with the real life, but it draws the real life toward it. It drags it further along. It’s a dream, and it’s the only sound basis for making your way in the real life. You can’t wait for it. You have to walk toward it, never reaching it, but moving.

Voxtrot: The Dream Lives Of Ordinary People

New Catbirds EP


In The Wake EP

My first EP is now available for purchase. Below is a free sample. Hope you enjoy it!

The Catbirds: In The Wake

Baby Teeth

abrahamI’ve been sitting on an interview with Baby Teeth from August 6 of this past summer. Eventually I’ll post it here on Subanimal Sounds. Baby Teeth are an earnest but scary group of guys from Chicago, and when you get to know them they’re not so scary. Abraham Levitan is the leader, a cool-mannered, if gawky, outsider with a self-proclaimed history of obsession, if you can believe his lyrics. He started with the great girl groups of the 1960s, and found inspiration in various pockets of showbiz from there on. Abraham always has a half-smile bordering on a full-on guffaw. He means it, and isn’t bothered with the window dressing. Pitchfork reviewed Baby Teeth’s 2009 album, Hustle Beach, and in so doing quickly devolved into label-mongering and contemplating the meaning of the term “guilty pleasure.” What’s guilty about a pleasure? You either like it or you don’t. I do. Abraham sings it. I believe it.

Watch this space for the interview, to be posted sometime between now and 2020.

Baby Teeth: Shrine
Baby Teeth: Snake Eyes

Baltimore Loves You

34th stOnce or twice a week, I pass through the “Miracle on 34th Street” – the boundless bombast of garish lights that floods the one block between my house and my favorite watering hole, Rocket to Venus. They sell hot sausages there, three for $5. There are Christmas trees made of hubcaps, and one made of old vinyl records. there’s a Natty Boh logo in lights. There are gawkers galore. Tonight we wish you “Season’s Greetings” from Baltimore, USA, with hopes of more substantial tidings to come. To usher in these greetings, we have a stellar track from Baltimore’s finest, Beach House, and one from Baltimore’s most obscure group, the Catbirds.

Beach House: Walk In The Park
The Catbirds: Eyes in the dark

All I Want

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Mark Eitzel had a thirst that would make the ocean proud, or so he said, but he also knew that some bartenders had the gift of pardon. Our thirsts are quenched and forgotten, by turns. It’s possible they even transform into other thirsts. Take the thirst for love and affection from the desired sex. Our first sexual longings stick with us, do they not? This post addresses mine. I was fresh out of Sunday School, and I met a blonde churchmouse named Jenny Cole (name changed to protect the heaven-sent) who was the most beautiful thing I ever saw. The operative word is thing.

I met her at a camp, of all places, which had associations with music, Christianity, and an old woman who played sounds from glasses filled with water. All three of those things still pique my thirst, now that I think about it. But when you cram them all together and plop them squarely on planet Earth, well, they lose their luster somewhat. But I digress. This camp was out in the middle of nowhere, Pennsylvania. I sat next to Jenny at a Christmas concert and fell right in love, as you do. To me, she promised the weightless harmony of music, the untold wholeness of the hereafter, and the gawping, giddy thrill of watching someone make sounds from glasses filled with water. She was everything unnamed and sacred. I projected it all onto her. She was All I Want.

I went to sleep that night in a musty bunkhouse, there at the camp, my mouth tart and tangy with stale Little Debbie’s whoopie pies, my walkman full of Echo & The Bunnymen, playing “All I Want” as I slipped into restless sleep. I knew that night I would never get All I Want. I didn’t get it then, I didn’t get it later, and I don’t get it today. Countless innocents have suffered in the wake. I spare little sympathy for them today, as I see them from the wide view, sputtering meekly with their own memories and aftertastes. We’re all victims. None of us get all we want.

A dear friend of mine once wrote a lyric, and the “we” in this passage refers personally to me and him:

There’s a world where we can go and tell our secrets to / It’s everything we want / It’s all we have

All I have tonight is: a crippling sense of money, a hope for a woman I’ve begun tutoring, a beautiful pet cat that I adore, healthy parents, a song in mid-composition, a blog, a dread of staying up so late when I have to work in the morning, a job, a remnant of faith. Is this “all I want”? Maybe.

I think it might be. I feel pretty happy about it, all told. You see there, when I listed the things at the center of my being, nothing in that list related to Jenny Cole. Has that thirst been quenched? Is it still in the back of my throat? Those are tough questions, and I’m thinking hard right now. I think the answer might be in a future post.

Echo & The Bunnymen: All I Want